In 12 hours, I'll be to MJSC TAWAU.....

Firstly, I wanna say

Happy AIDILFITRI...:)

MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN...:)

Well, its been a long time since I last bloggin' right..??

Mmang aq susah mau bloggin' coz I'm study at a boarding skol..

Pastu skola tue jauh plak.. (tawau)..

RAYA tahun nieh mmang agak bowink coz sesen pown aq ndak dpt..

Pastu kmee s'keluarga agak sibuk utk ziarah cna & cni...

isk..isk..

Tak pa larh,

dah mmang raya tahun nieh agak m.bosankn..

Pastu sok aq akn blik ke

MJSC TAWAU...:(

tak mau...!! tak mau...!!

aq mau kat umah...

isk..isk..

apasal lak aq bleh tersekolah jauh...

ok larh...

aq mau pack barang2 dlu....

-sayonara-

p/s : I will continue bloggin' in the next three month ( during skol break kot..)

monday is S.U.C.K......:(

okay fine....!!!
my MOOD for 2day is B.A.D.... very B.A.D....
since yesterday, problems always chasing me...
when one problem already solved then another problems will knock the door...
i'm STRESS....!!!!

Since I start my life as a MRSM student, I never get stress over the study but I easily get stress with the people around me....  owh GOD...!!!!
please give me the strength....

okay, forget bout that...

In a few days, 96 hours ,
I'll be back PUTATAN.....!!!!
finally.......I'm HOME.....for awhile...
I can meet my dear family, friends and my dear KITTENs.....

okay then....
nothin' more I wanna say right now....
just i wanna give u an advise...
" never accuse people easily, ask her/him directly and please and PLEASE respect your SENIOR...!!! Do not think I'm scare if you attack me with a bunch of people while I'm alone... IF you do, you just act like a filthy chicken...!!!

okay.... S.A.Y.O.N.A.R.A

owh my GOD.... L.O.V.E is CHASING me...!!

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Firstly, KONNICHIWA my dear tomodachi....:)

So SORRY coz lma btul udah ndak ber'blogging'...

Sejak semenjak aQ melanjutkan STUDY aq kat MJSC nieh, mcm mau bangas udah BLOG aQ ni.. isk..isk..

So, let's back to the main topic...

L.O.V.E

Actually, bila aQ mention jak p'kataan keramat nieh,

ber'blushing' trus muka aQ yg ndak COMEL nieh...

memang dah kebiasaan bila TEENs cam kita nieh chattin' or talkin' bout LOVE right..?

Same as me...

I really HATE to fall in love...

But LOVE always chasing me...

when I already forgot bout my ex'crush',

yang baru datang menjemput...

isk...isk...:'(

ok... maybe ini jak laa...
skrg nieh aq masih lgi kat skol..
tpi, curi2 online jak nieh..

-sayonara-

HOMEWORK .....

The title is simple, right..?? But unfortunately my skol break is full with HOMEWORKS.... nande NANDE...!!! There's only left less than 96 hours b4 I go back to da skol... Warghh..!!

Adeih.... so0 da conclusion is I have to FINISH my "dear" homework before this thursday... I really HAVE to...!! so0, I have to STRUGGLE laa... what else I can do...
but, I will fill my holiday with  .... I hope so..

Ok then... thats all for today... my "HUBBY" is waiting for me...
-sayonara-

p/s : "HUBBY" is actually my HOMEWORK okay...!!

my LIFE as a MRSM student.....

Finally, I arrived at PUTATAN after a long journey from TAWAU.... so0 tired tahap GABAN owh... actually aQ smpai kemarin but trus aq sakit2 smpi skrg... Tdi tyme di C.P pown mcm ayam berak kapur siak aQ... ndak jadi mau jalan2 lma2 ama family aQ... Such a pathetic day...

Now aq mau citer skit psal MRSM TAWAU... Mmang perbezaan antara skolah tue ama SMAKK t'lalu jauh.. Kat cni mmang relax and steady.. Ndak laa stress m'lmpau tyme study... really suitable wif my taste... ^^ hahax~ walaupun study kat cni kna struggle abih akibat t'lmpau "best" soalannya,  aq tatap ndak t'lalu stress mcm tyme aq kat SMAKK dlu... syukurlah kat ALLAH coz let me study here.. sehari sblum aq blik cuti, cikgu Jo (aq lupa lak nma btulnya..) bwa kmi ( FC form 4 ) pi jln2 kat bndr tawau tyme mlm2... best owh... bru jak sebulan study kat sni udah bleh pi jln2 tyme mlm... hahax~

sementara kmi tunggu bas, posing2 dlu.. hahax~ 

from left... syasya, ME , zika.... 

ME and AtOne... gyla2 kmee nieh...

aQ harap2 agar aQ akan dpt sesuaikan diri kat cni and study pastu dpt result yg gempak abih... amin... aQ gak harap2 sistem kat skolah nieh takkan b'rubah coz differences sometime change ourself to a better self but sometime will change us to a spoiler... 

klah, I need to rest ASAP.... wish me to get well as soon as possible yerr.... 

- sayonara -

MRSM Tawau...

Hehex... dah masuk seminggu aq kat MRSM nieh... Mula2 susah gak kat cni...asyik rindu2 jak... Then, dah okay2 dah... Actually aq still kat  skolah... tyme cuti bulan 3 nanti bru aq balik KK... isk..isk.. lama lgi siot... okaylah.. aq ndak taw apa mau type lgi... 

- sayonara -

Farewell Putatan...

Ari nieh, aq dah abih packing sumer barang2 aq... esok iaitu 07.Februari.2011 pada jam 7.40 a.m, aq akan meninggalkan Putatan dan menuju ke Tawau... Owh...isk...isk... macam ndak cayah jak yg aq akan study jauh dari family... 

Firsly, aq mau minta ampun kat kedua mama and abah aq.. Keranamu lahh aq dah berjaya.. Doakan anakmu agar dapat study ngan baik and bawa balik result cemerlang SPM next year... AMIN...

Secondly wat B.F.F aq... ASLA and NADHIRAH, thankx for being my fwen... Hope we will always together... Study la bek2... Klu bleh, korang plak yg akan menyusul pi Tawau...

Thirdly, wat kwn2 sehidup semati aq... Hope korang sumer tak akan lupa ama shikeen nieh... Walaupun jauh jasad, jiwa tetap dekat bersama...cehh...:)

Lastly, aq maybe tak dapat update blog nieh selalu... well, dah kat Tawau, mcm mna nak online kann.. Insya'Allah, aq akan update blog nieh tyme cuti skolah nnti..

So0,

Farewell SMK Putatan...

I;m coming MRSM Tawau...

~Oyasumi-nasai~

When I R.E.A.L.I.Z.E.D ..

While I was packing my luggages,

Their faces were dancing in my head,

I asked myself sadly,

Why I had to separate from them ?

When I looked at the sky,

I cannot see a single star,

But I can see my memories with them,

Unfortunately, I cannot reach them.

While the time was walking,

I feel my time with them was getting short,

Then I realized,

The tears eventually flowed.

When I slept,

They were running away from me,

But I cannot chase them,

Then I realized that they were gone.

When I wake up,

I wrote their names,

Then I realized,

My fate is cheerless.

Farewell SMK Putatan...

Today may be the last day I was in SMK Putatan... Certainly I miss all my friends and HIM... Although I like to study here but I need to choose the best. Being in the boarding school will keep my future bright. Argh...!!!

Okay.. Aq mulakan coretan harian aQ nieh ama kwn2 aQ..

I'm gonna miss them ALL..!!! ex-3An-Nuur 2010.. Memang banyak tul kenangan aQ ama doang sumer... I have learnt many things from them. I hope all of you will success in SPM 2012. 

Then, I also will miss my BFF...!!! Owh God...

Nieh larh BFF aq dunia akhirat. DG. ASLA MARHAIN BTE MAZLAN A.K.A ASH.. Kmee dah berkawan sejak TAHUN 5 taw... bayangkanlah brapa tahun udah tue.. Isk..Isk.. Hope we will meet each other in da future.

Pastu yang sorang nieh plak... BFF aq a.k.a kira adik aQ larh..

DGKU. NADHIRAH BTE HAMIDUN a.k.a NADH... adedeh... nape lak aq kna b'pisah ama dia... 

Then lastly, aQ semestinya aq rindu DIA larh.. Nape larh aQ nieh pengecut tahap gaban tul... Hari nieh maybe last udah aQ akan jumpa dia.. Isk..Isk.. Benda selalu terjadi kat aQ.. start dari first crush lagi aQ ada masalah communication ama dorang taw..  So0 sad...!!

Well, I only can wish HIM good luck in his SPM... Hope he will success with flying colors. And I also hope that we can meet again and be friend. I really hope.. I'll always L**E you...

Thats all for tonight. Wish me good luck in my day... 

~Oyasumi nasai~

Yesterday....Hangout with THEM....

Well, yesterday I was having such a great day. Manalah aQ tak happy klu aQ dapat hangout ama kawan-kawan aQ without PARENTS aQ kat Centre Point.... Hahax~ Memang Happy sakan aQ...balqis, didie and raara larh yang ikut aQ pi cna... 

well, nie larh kwn2 yang hangout ama aq... from left, didie, raara and balqis...

Aq and balqis... tym nieh makan2 kat Mc Donald bha.. hahax~

Then kmee pown pi tinguk wayang pocong jumat...

Aq and raara... sbelum kmee pi tinguk wayang...

well, aq rsa citer ni bkannya seram pown... ketawa2 jak aq tym tinguk citer nieh.. hahax~

ok larh... aq mau tinguk anime luk.... 

~Oyasumi nasai~

Today's Diary

Hari nieh, buat p'tama kalinya aq pi KLINIK PUTATAN ama kwn2 aq yg lain... Well, usually aq pi klinik swasta & aq jarang banarr pi klinik... Memang macam org sakai larh aq tadi...

Then, pastu aq ama balqis & didie pown pi mengisi perut kmee yg tlah mengeluarkn bunyi "merdu"... then kmi pesan menu2 yg mmang "mahal" lorh... tulah kesan drpd k'laparan.. hahax~

Malam nie plak aq lansung ngak bleh nak TIDO wei..!!!! Adeih....

But, I'll try larh... ( mcm kuar dri topik plak ) well anyway, I going 4 now... Nnti bsok aq akn update lgi blog nieh klu aq tak penat larh.... 

~Oyasumi~

MRSM Tawau....I'm coming.....!!!

Kemarin, aku b'cadang uk mnyemak p'mohonan ke mrsm kat internet. Soo, aq check laa... tetiba kuar page gini..

Tahniah, Anda telah ditempatkan  ke MRSM Tawau.....

Punyalah terkejut aq...!!! lagi2 perkataan TAWAU tue... adeih... punyalah jauh..!!!! Ya Allah... macam ndak cayah jak..!!! hahax~ memang aq happy tahap gabanlah tapi kat TAWAU bha... adeih... But still, I'll accept the offer with pleasure..



 Tapi setiap inci kegembiraan pasti terselit sedikit kehibaan. Firstly, besties aq dpt MRSM kat Kinarut.. Pastu BFF aq, Asla ndak dapat tawaran tue.. Sedihnya..!!!

Aq harap tul dapat study ama dorang tue... isk..isk.. But, this is a life challenge. Adeih...  

Well, thats all for 2night.. aq nak on FACEBOOK aq dlu..

~Oyasumi~

Suddenly, I Smile...

Well, I kind of feel FUN tetiba... Maybe aku dah nak gila dah akibat tekanan belajar.. hahax~ Maybe coz aku tetiba dapat understand PHYSICS tadi.. Or maybe coz aku dah dapat design yang aku mahu kat blog nie.. Or maybe.... ntahlah..!! Asalkan aku HAPPY kan..??



Okay, actually I don't know larh apa mau tulis... Maybe aku nak cakap pesal ahli kelas aku sekarang. So far, aku rasa okay larh walaupun ada gak BLACK SHEEP... aku ni just manusia biasa jak. Memang normallah kita lakukan kesalahan.. ish.... sudahlah, nanti hilang plak mood HAPPY aku taw..
Well, thats all jak larh.. Aku nak tinguk tv dlu... Nak tinguk orang mati.. hahax~
Oyasumi nasai~

p/s : sok adelah THE BEST day coz dpt jumpa adik kesayangan aku.... So0..HAPPY..^^

Now it is TIME for ME to CHANGE..

From now on, I'll write ALL about my life.. All of it including about my CRUSH, my FRIENDS and my FAMILY. Before, I'm only write about school, right? Okaylah, aku akan guna macam2 bahasa larh..

    

 Tonight, aku nak meluah pesal CRUSH aku. Si 'dia' ni tua setahun dari aku. Nak kata hensem, mmang ndak hensem owh tapi dia tue kira pandailah. Aku start minat ama dia masa aku form 3... Tapi, aku sekarang sedang cuba melupakan dia. Well, aku ndak suka minat-minat dan menaruh harapan yang tinggi terhadap sesuatu yang MUSTAHIL... Then, plan aku tue kira success la juga.. Tapi, asalkan aku nampak jak muka 'dia' tue, mulalah rasa macam nak pitam.. isk..isk... apesal aku LEMAH btul utk b'hadapan dengan dia... Ya ALLAH, bantulah hambaMu ini....

Amin~

Ramai kawan-kawan aku kata yang aku ni macam tiada masalah. Tapi, adeih... memang masalah aku ade di keliling pinggang aku. Mereka jak yang tak nampak.. Setiap orang mesti ade SECRET yang dorang tak bleh gitaw orang kan..??

Thats all for tonight kot... aku nak siapkan homework aku yang berlambak dlu...

Oyasumi nasai~

Frust!! My UNLUCKY day...

2day was da worst day for this week! Firstly, I was being punished by CIKGU. HE said that I was late and I didn't know that 2day I had to come as usual. What I knew was 2day form 4 students including ME was having a PENDAFTARAN and don't have to come early. Then after that we can went back as soon we finished register ourselves. But why suddenly the schedules changed? Such a pain! Bcoz of this incident, I had threw away my trust wif this skol! I'll never and EVER trust this skol that easily punished innocent students without asking their excuses & problems. For ur information, I never come late to da skol! Although I may look like a STUPID student, I never & ever fail in my exams since I was kindergarden ok! I'm don't want to be proud but I'm one of da top STUDENTS in this skol! So, don't YOU dare to challenge me! I'm not as good as an angel but I can be worst than a devil.

Secondly, another problems visited me. When I thought that 2day I may not SEE him, I'm completely wrong! Why I have to be like this? Such a misfortune.

Maybe this is not my day. Whatever happen, I'll never give up.

Thats all for today. Wish me GOOD LUCK.. Oyasumi(^^,)

I'm IN LOVE again...

Today I'm feel really excited and super TIRED. Well, I was accidentally fall 'in love' with PHYSICS. I don't know why larh.. maybe coz I was found that this subject was interesting. The true is, anything that have connection with math, I'll love it. And the best moment was Asla and I were completed the Physics task and beat DANNY... wargh.. hahahax~  Finally, I hope I can beat him in the first test during this March....

But unfortunately, I was having a terrible cramps on my legs. Such a pain. I can't even walk normally. And the worst is I was FELL from the stairs yesterday. Hahax~ I don't know larh how I can fell easily. Maybe I was too tired kot.

I'm also fell guilty as I didn't join the KAWAD.. I'm actually want to join it but I have to think about my homeworks and studies. How I want to study if I'm sleeping during class..?? I'm really lazy with reading so my only way to get a good results by pay MORE attention during the class. I'm actually rarely study at home. Maybe I got a good result by LUCK or by PAYING ATTENTION in da class. So, I cannot let myself feel sleepy during class right..?

Okay, thats all for today. I want to sleep already.

Oyasumi..^^

This is RIDICULOUS..!!!

Ohh my GOD..!!! I can't control myself anymore. This is to0 much..!!! What happen with my MOTTO..?? This is very unforgivable..!!! I can't do it anymore.. I wish that I will move out from this school as soon as possible.. I HOPE...

Why I'm so weak if I was facing with LOVE..?? Why I can solve a problem as hard as mathematics but not about LOVE... Why...!!!!

Well, whatever it takes, I will face my weakness.. Face it and solve it... But, it is not that easy, right? I need to throw away my negative attitude. Increase my courages and reduce my stupidness....

The most important thing is KNOWLEDGE. I'll study hard although I have to face many obstacles and problems. KNOWLEDGE will be my main life priority. Find it and keep it. Then use it well. Forget about LOVE and others ridiculous things. Just study.....yes, STUDY...!!!! hahax~

But, how I want to make it come true..? That is the problem....
I just hope that I will never & ever FALL IN LOVE while I'm still study....
LOVE is useless. It'll only make ME hurt and think about RIDICULOUS things...

my life as a SCIENCE STREAM student...

Finally I already became a FORM 4 student.. such a hard day I have been through this whole week... Hahax~ minta puji jak aQ ber'speaking' nieh.. memang nieh minggu aQ sangat2 letih.. Penat tahap gaban taw... Bayangkanlah 3 hari kat dewan yg suasananya bagaikan pasar jak..

Well, aQ dah t'pilih utk masuk kelas SAINS.. mmang aQ hepi tahap gaban la gak... Tapi mmang stress la masuk kelas nieh.. walaupun just ade 10 subjek jak, tpi susah GILA owh.. matai..!!! Pastu apasal lak aQ pi pilih tempat PALING DEPAN nieh..?? adeih.. susah larh aq mau 'landing' tyme kelas nnti... huhu... Tapi sedih laa... aQ maybe ndak lama kat Putatan nieh coz aQ ade memohon pi MRSM... tapi, aq BETUL2 b'harap yg tawarn aq akan ditolak... tapi, aq mau jga masuk kat sana... aish.... mmang aq atas pagar laa... adeih... mmang malang nasib aQ taw...

Okay larh, aQ mau study dlu.. semangat tul aq mau study Physics...
Oyasumi..^^